Nathan Steensma
IDIS 150-02
Integrative Essay
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
C.S. Lewis and My Faith
When I was presented with the options for interim, I found myself at first annoyed. After having been subjected to Passport, Quest, and Prelude, I was quite sick of having to be pushed into classes or situations by Calvin College. The only redeeming quality that my forced Developing a Christian Mind class would have was that I could choose my class. Looking over the list of classes that I could take, I was immediately interested in the class on C.S. Lewis. I thought that reading on topics such as Christian apologetics would be extremely beneficial to my faith life. While this was true, there was such a large gamut of readings that I dived into in this class. Through the combinations of these things, I was moved, and this class had a large impact on my faith life.
One of the things that I had been extremely looking forward to reading from was Lewis’ Screwtape Letters. These dark, yet inspiring books would cause me to revaluate my faith, and look at just one idea of how the powers of evil work. I was disappointed however, when I found out that we were only reading one small selection from these letters, though it was an important chapter none the less. So, when my final project group decided to look at the Screwtape Letters, I was thrilled that I would get a second chance to check out these writings. This is when one chapter jumped out at me; the 16th chapter. I would like to share something from this chapter, where Screwtape writes to Wormwood, “Surely you know that if a man can't be cured of churchgoing, the next best thing is to send him all over the neighborhood looking for the church that "suits" him until he becomes a taster or connoisseur of churches (Screwtape Letters, XVI).” This struck me very hard, as it has a very personal impact on my life. I was born into the CRC, and was there for several years until the choices of the denomination at Synod 1995, and the implementation of those choices in my church. My family then left the CRC church in favor of a small Orthodox Presbyterian Church, where we remained for a time. This church was where I spent the majority of my childhood, and I have very fond memories of my time there. The church was very tight-knit, and church picnics or pot-luck dinners were always fun and enjoyable. After a few years of a new pastor, however, my family decided to move on again. This resulted in trying several Reformed churches, and spending a year at a PCA church, before returning to the same CRC church that I was born into. Over the course of about 10 years, I attended many churches only to end up full circle at the very same church that I had started at. However, I was never really happy at this CRC church, and remain unhappy over many issues, including theology, the preaching, and the worship style, among many things. Once I came to Calvin, I was able to try the many Christian Reformed churches that abound around the city, and surely enough I found ones that I am happy with.
The question that Lewis provoked still remains however: am I being duped by the devil, or am I just trying to find happiness in my church life? My thoughts have led me to many places, and I have come to several conclusions. First, we should be happy in our worship (Psalm 100), and we should do that in joy. If we go into worship heavy hearted, we get nothing out of it, and God gets no glory out of it. The goal of our worship should be to glorify God, and come closer to him. Second, we should be able to enjoy fellowship with the people of the congregation (1 John 1:7). This means that we should enjoy the people that we worship with, that they help us in our walk, and we help them in their walk with the Lord. Third, the preaching and theology of the church should be in line with my beliefs. The Bible is infallible, but I also think it leaves room for debate, which means there can be multiple denominations of God’s people. Therefore, I should find the church that most closely follows my thoughts. So I think that I should to a certain extent look for a church that helps me glorify God the best, but not to the extent that it ruins or degrades my worship in any way. Clearly, this is an aspect of my faith that I need to work on, and I am glad that I was able to see that in this course.
Another thing that I found from the class was a reaffirmation of some of my theology, particularly in the aspect of a Reformed view point. Between the Neil Plantinga book Engaging God’s World, and some of Lewis’ readings, I was able to check some of my thoughts and be reaffirmed in my faith. One of the things that I read in class was an essay entitled “Man or Rabbit”. This work caused me to a double take at a certain aspect, regarding honest error, “Surely God will not punish a man for honest mistakes (Man or Rabbit, 110).” In the context from which this is taken, C.S. Lewis is debating the merits of an honest error. Lewis is making the argument that if someone has never heard at any time the gospel, then they cannot be condemned to this. This got me to thinking about what I believed in this aspect: for I believed that this is not true in any way, because sin must be forgiven. My first step to checking my belief was to find out what sin was, “We might define evil as…any deviation from the way God wants things to be…God hates sin (Plantinga, 51).” With this in mind, we have a definition of sin, anything that deviates from God’s perfect creation. Furthermore, as members of the human race, we have been subjected to original sin, meaning we have the tendency to sin at all times (Plantinga, 51). As the book of Romans states, “for all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23).” With this being said, we are totally depraved from God, for the wages of sin are death (Romans 6:23). This means, that there is no way to be saved, apart from a belief in Jesus’ death and resurrection. So therefore, I would disagree in Lewis’ opinion that having an honest error of not hearing about God would exonerate you from hell.
Another issue that Lewis raised that caused me to think was his thoughts in “No Right to Happiness.” In this essay, Lewis claims that we humans have no right to happiness; “A right to happiness doesn't, for me, make much more sense than a right to be six feet tall, or to have a millionaire for your father, or to get good weather whenever you want to have a picnic (“No Right To Happiness, 1).” Lewis cites the fact that we are fallen, and therefore have no rights whatsoever. This statement I would also have to disagree with. In such, I would like to prove this in a simple biblical proof. First, we are created by God, as humans, with many great traits: physical, mental, and emotional. Due to the fact that we have these traits, we can be expected to use them to glorify God. In such, we should be joyful when in worship with God, and therefore be happy. When God gave us things such as nature or other humans, he meant for us to be happy in our fellowship with these things. However, while we should be happy with these things, this happiness should only come in glorification of God, for instance, gratifying our sexual desires outside of marriage would not be a proper use of the happiness that God has given us.
I learned many things in my interim class, which was a great thing to have happen. I was challenged and reaffirmed in my faith, from readings, class discussions, and so many more aspects of this class. I enjoyed reading some of Lewis’ many works, and the many new perspectives I gained. Overall, I am glad that I had this opportunity to take this class, and I am even happier I had the opportunity to enjoy this class.
Works Cited
Lewis, C.S. Screwtape Letters. 1942
Lewis, C.S. “We Have No Right to Happiness.”
Lewis, C.S. “God in the Dock: Essays on Theology and Ethics.”
Plantinga, Cornelius. “Engaging God’s World.” 1989
The Holy Bible. New International Version